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Thursday, May 21, 2009

a clash of wishes
there's something about this
that tears your heart
rips your mind apart
dread
fear
submission
that you are a slave to circumstances
shackled by your own prejudices
one moment you are ready to take the plunge
and the next moment this overwhelming sense of fear grips you
you pull back
jerk
stuck in the middle of nowhere
your body unable to cope with your flickering mind
fibres tear
the drops follow
wavering
uncertain
as if you could put a stop to it all
and yet you can't
and nobody gives a damn
they just watch
your performance
the cliffhanger
whose outcome interests them
but affects them in no way
some people just walk away from your life
while others control it tightly with numbers
fucking numbers.
我不相信
命运不由我
人定胜天
我不任你摆布。

keeping my secrets ; for her
- 10:59 PM


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